My husband has always wanted to have anal sex long enough to come.

I love the idea of it, and I love to know that he is thinking of it while he licks my ass and fingers it. The problem has always been that he is awfully big. I’d always ask him to stop before he really got going.

Last night was different. We began with kissing and touching each other all over. I worked my way down and sucked on his big cock for a while. He loves this and so do I, but he is thick enough to make my jaw ache. I worked my way back up to his mouth and kissed him.

He kissed me and then pushed me back onto the bed, spread my legs, and began to nuzzle and suck my pussy. I love the way he does that, the way he relishes it. I do not know that he has a special technique, but he loves pussy. He licks and sucks and slowly brings me to throbbing orgasms every time. I have watched him do this to other women, and the effect is the same. It does not seem as though he is doing anything particularly intense — it feels nice the way being licked always does. Then suddenly you are gripped by the knowledge that you are going to come, and that you want him to continue whatever it is he is doing forever.

This time he paused now and then to lick my ass, moving up again to my pussy and just licking so gently and sweetly. I felt his hand by my ass, and it thrilled me the way it always does. There is something sneaky and insistent about the way his finger materializes right on my ass hole while he is licking me. I enjoy the way he pushes his wet finger gently and firmly forward, entering so slowly. Sometimes I like to put my hand on his and push it away. He pauses, licks and sucks me slightly, then more firmly so that I groan — and the finger is back.

Now he pressed slowly, and his finger began to enter my ass. I pretended to try to push him away, but he did not respond. His hand became like a rock, not pushing deeper into my ass but not allowing my hand to push it away either. He pulled his finger back just a touch, and as I gripped his hand and tugged on it he really went to work on my clit. I relaxed slightly because it felt so good, and the pleasure in our small struggle made me very hot.

Then his finger slid forward some more. I moaned and pushed my heels against the bed, sliding upward away from him and his hand. He followed me with his mouth, and smoothly slid an arm under my leg and over my stomach. I couldn’t maneuver away, and this excited us both. Then he concentrated on sucking my pussy for a while. I was so hot and so close to coming. Then the finger was back, sliding in quickly. He moaned with my pussy in his mouth and sucked harder on my clit. Just as I was on the edge of coming he pulled away.

He rolled me over and licked my ass. I was startled by this because normally he would make me come when he had me so close. I knew what he wanted, though, and I was excited to the point that one touch on my clit would have pushed me over the edge. He dragged me gently by the legs to the edge of the bed. He reached toward the dresser and clicked open the massage oil. I felt him spreading the oil all over my ass. He made soft noises of desire as he slid his fingers around my ass, probing it, sliding a finger in and out.

I was silent — so aroused that cooing in delight was not on my mind. What I felt was passion, and I knew in that instant that he was going to get what he wanted. He would have stopped if I had asked him, but no way was I going to ask him. I wanted this, wanted his cock deep inside me.

He rubbed some oil on himself while his other hand kept busy with my ass. He removed his fingers and took hold of my hand. He asked me to play with myself, and as I did he continued to enjoy the moment, playing with the ass he intended to put his cock into.

I visualized his cock disappearing into my hole. I was thinking how much he was enjoying it, and thinking of him thinking these things had me in such a state of arousal that I came. I came silently, strongly, and it was very good. He did not notice, because at that moment he had removed his fingers and was placing the head of his cock against my ass.

He pressed against my back door almost clumsily. I reached back and took his cock in my hand and guided him into the spot. I gasped a little, and he whispered for me to relax while he moved in and out very slowly. Suddenly his cock seemed to go deeper and move more easily. I thought about him looking down and seeing his cock go where he had wanted it to go for so long. I thought he must be feeling he did not want to stop. This was my imagination, but it aroused me again, and I began to press my clitty, with my fingers moving from side to side.

He continued to push deep into my ass, and then he would pull out almost completely so that he had to push against the opening to get back in. I knew he was loving it. I had another huge orgasm, and relaxed until he did too. I knew that he had a great orgasm there in my ass, and he thanked me with a grin for making another fantasy of his come true.

I enjoyed this whole experience very much. I have been fantasizing about him taking my ass again. I hope that he does soon, because I have a hunch it will get better every time.