During the summer before I went off to college, I did some babysitting for a couple who lived a few houses down from me.

One night, after I had gotten their three-year-old son to bed, I got a sudden urge to snoop around. I went into the master bedroom and opened a drawer in a nightstand by the bed. I was shocked to find an assortment of vibrators and two dildos — one a crimson-colored thick six-incher, and the other a giant black dildo that had to be 10 inches in length and as thick as my wrist! Now this was some time ago, and I had been brought up in a protected environment and had never even seen a penis, so you can imagine how excited I was.

Also in the drawer was an assortment of X-rated movies. After curiously checking out the sex toys, I grabbed two of the movies and hurried downstairs into the rec room. There I inserted one of the movies into the VCR and nervously waited for it to begin.

Now up to that time I hadn’t even kissed a boy, so the very fact that I was doing this was an added thrill for me. I watched the first scene in awe as a beautiful girl with hair, auburn like mine, took on three guys at the same time. I began rubbing my clit and massaging my pussy with the tip of my finger, being very careful not to penetrate myself too deeply. I came repeatedly as I watched the action on the screen. I was amazed to see that most of the girls in the movie wanted the guys to finish by spraying their sperm into their mouths and all over their faces, and imagining that happening to me really made me hot.

I came at least six times while watching that first movie, and when it was over I stood up on trembling legs and inserted the second flick. This one started with a sexy girl with dirty blonde hair and a body no bigger than mine, standing naked in a room with four black guys who were huge in every way.

Now I lived in a small southern town, and especially back then, a black guy having anything to do with a white girl was totally unacceptable. I got so turned on watching this girl suck those big black cocks that I lost count of the orgasms I experienced.

At one point the girl lowered herself onto one guy’s thick cock. He then stood up, and she wrapped her long slender legs around his torso as a second man came up behind her and slid his dick straight into her ass. They were both fucking into her body at the same time, and by the look on her face she was in utter bliss as they worked over her holes. I cried out as I came, imagining I was that girl, getting double-penetrated.

Finally she got on her knees while all four black men stood around her, methodically jerking off. One by one they ejaculated into that sexy girl’s mouth and all over her face. I kept rewinding that scene, and each time I watched it I got off. Watching her lovingly accepting each load and relishing its taste, I knew it wasn’t going to be long before I too took a stab at sucking a guy’s cock. I didn’t think of doing anything more; I wasn’t on the Pill, and if I had asked my mother to put me on birth control, my parents would probably have sent me to a convent.

I had a kind of boyfriend then named Dave, but he was as sheltered as I was, and we didn’t really do anything erotic together; we were more like friends than sweethearts. One day Dave told me he’d been invited to a party with some college guys, and he asked me if I wanted to go.

There were at least 50 people at the party, and the booze and smoke was flowing. I had never smoked pot and had hardly ever had a drink either. To make a long story short, I got smashed and was soon flirting with every guy who approached me. Every guy I danced with rubbed his erection against my mound and fondled my ass and tits, and I loved it.

At one point I was carried into a bedroom by Andy, the big black star running back of the local college football team, and soon our clothes were flying everywhere. I explained to him that we could do everything except fuck, because I was not on the Pill. Andy slid off his pants and displayed a long thick ebony cock that could have been in any of the movies I had seen as I was babysitting. Just the sight of it had me nearly coming.

I had him lie down, then crawled up between his legs and took his magnificent manhood in my hands, feeling a real-life penis for the first time. I breathed in the musky smell of his balls, and it really turned me on.

I looked up into his eyes for a long moment, then opened my mouth as far it would go and took the wide mushroom-shaped head of his dick inside it. The rubbery feel and the tremendous heat of it along my tongue was an added thrill, and it had a salty flavor to it that I found rather appealing. Remembering all the blowjobs I had seen in those X-rated movies, I slid my mouth off him and moved it down to his scrotum, licking his large musky sac. I briefly sucked each of his testicles into my mouth, licking at them before releasing them from my loving lips.

Andy groaned loudly as I did this. “Damn, baby, you’re one nasty, little girl!” he told me. I then began to lick up and down the entire length of his vein-covered shaft, until it glistened all over like shiny black iron. Finally I took as much of his dick as I could back into my mouth and sucked him until he couldn’t hold out anymore. My right hand was between my legs, rubbing my clit. His dick began to jerk and grow thicker in my mouth, and just as my orgasm arrived I was treated to my first mouthful of come. I swallowed it as fast as it came out, and I was proud of the fact that I did not allow a drop to escape my lips. His come was slightly salty, like his cock, and it seemed to me to be the most delicious thing I had ever tasted.

“God, Andy, I really liked doing that!” I told him breathlessly when we had both recovered.

He looked at me in surprise. “You mean you never sucked a cock until just now?” he asked. I shook my head. My eyes were still glued to his now flaccid but still enormous dick as it dangled between his legs. “Would you like to do it some more?” he asked me. I just nodded, licking my lips.

To my surprise, he stood up and slid his jeans back on. He then told me to wait for him while he got us a couple of beers, and went out. I lay back and savored the yummy taste of his semen that still lingered in my mouth.

A moment later Andy returned, but he wasn’t alone. He had three of his teammates with him — Leon, James and Luther — all of them big and black. He grinned at me. “I told these fellows that you couldn’t do no fucking,” he told me. “But I told them how much you like sucking black cock, and they’d all love to feed you some of theirs too, what do you say?”

I was startled of course, and my first impulse was to cover up my naked body, but they had already seen my bare tits and my moistening pussy, and when they started stripping I forgot all my modesty as my eyes devoured their hard black dicks. I was nervous as hell, but I agreed to suck them all off.

Luther was first. His cock was on the thin side and not much over six inches, but he was packing a tremendous load, and when he came he really exploded in my mouth. His come was thick and rich and basically the same texture as Andy’s, but much more plentiful, and it had a citrus-like flavor that I also found to my liking. As I swallowed down his juices I had a wonderful orgasm, just as I’d had when Andy had burst in my mouth.

When I let Luther’s limp dick fall from my lips, James, a short, rather obese lineman, approached me. In spite of his short stature, his coal-black dick had to be at least 10 inches in length, and as thick as a beer can! It was by far the largest of the four cocks in that room.

I told him to lie back on the bed, and then slid between his thick, chubby thighs. His balls were massive, and though I tried to take one in my mouth, it was far too large. After tonguing his scrotum, I licked every inch of his monstrous tool, up and down and around, before engulfing the head of it with my mouth. Seminal fluid was oozing continually from the tip, exuding a walnut-like flavor, and I knew he was already close to coming. I was getting close myself, fingering my clit and my pussy. Then, just as I felt myself going over the edge, James tangled his fingers in my hair and held my head tightly as he groaned loudly and unleashed a torrent of hot sperm into my mouth. It caught me off guard, and the volume of it was so great that it choked me, and some of it actually flew out of my nostrils. I was literally drowning in his semen!

I regained my composure as my orgasm subsided, and I pulled my mouth forcefully off his black dick, allowing him to shoot his remaining jism all over my face. Even to this day, that was the biggest ejaculation I have ever encountered from any man.

The next guy up was Leon, a tall, lanky pass receiver with tattoos all over his arms. His cock was a beautifully proportioned ebony beauty about eight inches long, with a sexy-looking curve to it. I took it hungrily into my mouth and sucked on it like a bitch in heat. I licked and sucked his balls as well, as I had with the others. Leon seemed to have more staying power than his friends, and I sucked him steadily for about 10 minutes. Just before he finally came he pulled himself from my lips and told me to tilt my head back and open my mouth. I did so, and stuck out my tongue as well. He stroked himself twice, and then cried out as he spurted a thick, scalding jet of semen against the roof of my mouth. Another thick jet splashed across my forehead, and another across the bridge of my nose. The fourth and last jet landed on my left cheek, just missing my eye.

Leon then rubbed his dick all over my face, scooping up globs of his sperm with his cock, then feeding it into my mouth for me to clean off. Oh God, it was so hot that I came again while he was doing it!

I eventually lost count of all the orgasms I had that evening, as I sucked those guys over and over until they just couldn’t come anymore. I was proud of myself; I had sexually satisfied four well hung black studs, and still had my virginity intact!

After the guys left I got up to get dressed, and I had hardly started when Dave came in. I had almost forgotten about him, and now I was startled to see him staring at my near-naked body with a look of excitement on his face.

“You know, Rachel, I watched the whole thing.” he told me, a little breathlessly. “When those four guys came back in here they didn’t close the door all the way. I couldn’t help it; I saw it all.”

Oh my God! I had never been so embarrassed. “You must think I’m a total slut, don’t you?” was all I could say.

“No!” he replied emphatically. “God, that was the hottest thing I’ve ever seen!” And suddenly Dave moved close to me and kissed me, feverishly sucking my tongue into his mouth. Surprised but not displeased, I returned his kiss with matching vigor. A few moments later we were both naked and Dave was deflowering me. This was not simple lust, however, like the sex I’d just had. Dave and I were making love, and there’s a big difference between the two.

Dave’s dick wasn’t as large as most of those I had sucked that night, but it was fine and satisfying just the same. We made love twice before leaving that party, and afterwards we began dating seriously.

I now realized that I really loved Dave, but I also knew that I did not want to stop orally satisfying other men from time to time, particularly black men. It had become something I couldn’t live without. When I confessed this to Dave early on, he astonished me by saying that in fact he had been hoping that I would be willing to repeat what I had done at the party, but had been afraid to say so, for fear I would think he was a pervert and break up with him.

“So you’re all right with me occasionally indulging my oral fixation?” I asked him.

“God, yes!” he assured me. “Especially if I can be there to watch. And as long as all you give them is your mouth, because your lower half belongs to me!”

Well, obviously there could be no greater proof that this was the man for me. We continued to see each other, and after I got out of college we were married. I never have any trouble finding men who are more than happy to let me suck their cocks, even with my husband watching. Sometimes Dave tapes these sessions, and then we repeat the experience by watching the movie together at home. Dave especially gets into watching me orally service black guys with big thick cocks, which suits my taste just fine.