Rick had in-and-out privileges at my apartment — in more ways than one.

Obviously, we were lovers. But since we both worked jobs that had us on call practically around the clock, we could only hook up at the oddest hours. So I’d told Rick he could come up the back stairs and let himself in any time.

It was always a nice surprise when he crawled into bed with me at 4 a.m., or when I came home to find him snoozing and got to pounce on him. He was a fun sexy man, who had the body of an underwear model.

But I probably should have thought through that open-door policy a little better. Not that I didn’t trust Rick. But one night he crept in when I was home, and he found me in my bedroom, masturbating feverishly to a hardcore male-on-male porn video.

Yes, I am a woman who loves gay guy smut. Watching two dudes suck and fuck turns me on in a special way that defies easy description. It gets my pussy streaming, and I can’t help but finger myself to one wicked climax after another.

But after getting burned in my younger years, I’d rarely revealed my obsession to my lovers these days. A few past boyfriends had freaked out over my passion, and I didn’t need a headache like that again.

But there was Rick, my current beau, standing in my bedroom doorway. On the screen two muscular dudes were eagerly sucking one another’s hard cocks. On the bed, I was naked below the waist with a dick-shaped dildo in my pussy. A pile of gay porn DVDs were stacked next to the TV. I have an extensive collection.

There were a dozen negative ways Rick might have reacted. But what he asked with a smirk was: “Am I interrupting?”

I’d been working on my third orgasm of the night, after a grueling day on the job. But I slid the dildo out of myself with as much dignity as the situation would allow and looked up at Rick.

“So… now you know.” Resignedly, I indicated my porno hoard.

He stooped and grabbed a handful of the DVDs, thumbing through them with that smile still on his handsome face. “You like watching the guy-guy stuff, huh?”

“You think that’s weird?” I couldn’t help but asking. I realized we may have reached the moment our relationship ended. Too bad. I really liked him.

Rick shrugged. “Most straight men I know dig lesbian porn. You ask them why and they can’t really explain.” His eyes suddenly lit up as he admired one of the lurid DVD covers. “Hey, I know this guy!”

I blinked, still lying there half-naked. “You do?”

Rick grinned. “Yeah. He fucked me in a Hollywood dance club men’s room. He was hot!”

Now I was stunned.

“You mean you’re bi?!” I yelped.

“As the day is long,” he said proudly. Then he gave me a cautious look. “Is that a problem?”

I jumped up off the bed, dragged him down onto it and showed him unmistakably how much that was not a problem for me. The porn movie continued to play as we fucked like mad. I helplessly imagined Rick and another sexy guy tangled naked together. I came in a torrent of pleasure and excitement.

Afterward, I opened up to him in a way I’d never really done before with anyone. It was wonderful to have an understanding ear.

Rick told me, “The ultimate straight guy’s fantasy is probably to be in the room while two hot women fucked, to watch it live.” He nuzzled me. “You want to watch me and another man have sex, say right here on this bed?”

Great gonging cathedral bells went off in my head, along with invisible fireworks that lit up my whole body with fresh desire. I could only make grunting affirmative sounds as I hurled myself onto Rick’s body, kissing and groping him. His lovely cock sprang to life again, and I slammed my dripping pussy down on it, moaning loudly with orgasmic joy.

Rick, like myself, had a long list of past lovers. He contacted a former boyfriend and made the arrangements. I was still reeling with happy wonder. My boyfriend had an ex-boyfriend! How cool was that?

I met Jaden beforehand. All three of us went out to a nice dinner, which was very civilized. Jaden was as handsome as Rick, and more darkly complected. When they held hands affectionately across the table, my pussy hummed with anticipation. Jaden and I took warmly to each other.

We headed back to my place. I was trembling so badly that Rick had to drive my car. We went up to the apartment. The two men each gave me a kiss, then they went together into the bedroom. I followed them with my heart racing. This was to be the fulfillment of a consuming desire I’d had for years.

I stood in the doorway, as Rick had done when he’d caught me diddling myself to gay porn, the event which had set this unimaginable night into motion. I watched, with eyes wide, as Rick and Jaden stood by my bed and embraced. Their mouths met, their kisses slow and sensual.

“Jaden closed his lips over rick’s crown and started sucking his shaft.”

The sight set off sparks in my already revved up body. I watched their kiss deepen, their lips parting and tongues tangling. The two men pressed tightly together. There wasn’t the least bit of awkwardness or hesitation — and it just happened to hit my erotic sweet spot.

Soon, they were grinding their crotches together. Each man sported a prominent bulge as their hands moved, roving and groping. Jaden reached down to grab Rick’s ass. Rick slid a hand between them to tweak Jaden’s nipples through his T-shirt.

They each started pulling off the other’s clothes. It occurred to me how rarely I’d gotten see these relatively tender preliminaries. In most porn movies I’d screened, the guys got naked in an eye blink and went right to the main event.

It was lovely to see these two undressing one another. It was an urgent undertaking, but not very efficient. They staggered and fumbled a bit, as two people will when stripping on their feet. But the affection I’d witnessed at dinner was still very present.

Finally, they were both naked. A fresh surge of desire consumed my body. Their physiques were virtually identical, sculpted masculine forms, firm with muscles but not bulky. I liked how their skin tones contrasted so aesthetically. Even their cocks were similarly sized.

Just as I thought that, the men took hold of each other. That contact — male hands on aroused male organs — seemed to make the air in the bedroom snap with electricity. I knew that what I was seeing was real — but it was such a dream come true that it bent my sense of reality. I wanted to cry out with elation.

They were still standing by the bed. Jaden began to kiss his way down Rick’s torso. As he went to his knees, Rick turned to me and said, “You want to come over here and hold my cock for me?”

I was startled. I hadn’t expected even to be acknowledged. It was enough for me just to watch their beautifully dirty spectacle. But I stepped breathlessly forward. Jaden, his face hovering by Rick’s rampant organ, grinned at me.

I stepped in beside Rick. My hand trembled, but I reached out and closed my fingers around Rick’s hard cock. His familiar meat throbbed in my grip. I shifted to the base of his cock and aimed his swollen knob at Jaden’s face.

Jaden’s tongue swirled over Rick’s cockhead. Pressed against Rick, I felt his body stiffen at the contact. I thought of all the times I’d sucked his cock. Now I was holding him while another man went down on him. Life can be crazy. Gloriously crazy.

Jaden closed his lips over Rick’s crown and started sucking his shaft. Rick grunted with pleasure. Jaden’s face was lit with rapture, too. This was no dutiful chore he was performing, no benevolent “bro-job” he was giving. Jaden liked having Rick’s cock in his mouth.

He worked my man for several minutes, his head bobbing steadily while I held Rick’s cock at the base. Then as if at a silent signal, they shifted around. Jaden fished a lubed condom from his discarded clothes, and Rick got on his hands and knees at the foot of my bed.

Breathless, I watched Jaden step in behind him. Poised above my boyfriend’s ass, Jaden said to me, “Hold my balls while I fuck him.”

My pussy flowed as I moved in, reaching around between Jaden’s legs from behind. I fondled his shaved nutsac as he fit his lubed cockhead against Rick’s asshole. So many times I’d observed this same act on the video screen. Now it was happening live, before my eyes!

Rick was braced for Jaden’s penetration. The cock sank into his ass. It was beautiful seeing a dick disappear inside Rick. Both men growled with pleasure. I kept gentle hold of Jaden’s balls.

Jaden proceeded to fuck Rick’s ass with long steady strokes. The two men moved in perfect unison, just the same as when Rick would give it to me up my ass. Their gorgeous bodies flexed. Rick’s backbone undulated with the thrusts.

Their speed picked up. Jaden fucked harder, and Rick took every jab heroically. I somehow managed to keep a soft clasp around Jaden’s warm balls. Suddenly, I felt them clench, and Jaden let out a cry, which Rick picked up as well. Jaden wrenched as his climax surprised him.

Finally, he staggered back, peeling away the condom. Rick turned so he was sitting at the foot of the bed, cock still standing up straight. Jaden, getting his breath back, moved to finish the blowjob he’d started earlier.

But Rick told me to strip — why was I still dressed? — and come sit on his lap. Naked, I did so, straddling his hips as I faced away from him, leaving his dick exposed. Rick held me from behind. When Jaden knelt once again swallowed his cock, I looked down, stunned and thrilled.

With the angle, it was almost as if Rick’s cock were sticking out from my own body. Like it was my cock. And now Jaden was sucking it off!

I thrashed on Rick’s lap. Maybe I’d sometimes secretly wished I could have a dick, just so I could have sex with another man. Now all the dazzling fantasies came true, in a manner of speaking. When Rick bucked and shot his load, I came, too, fingering myself madly as Rick jetted come into Jaden’s mouth.

Jaden spent the night with us, and we had a sexy threeway that was beyond my wildest dreams — but Rick promised me we’ll top it next week!