My wife and I have been reading our magazine for about three years now, which is as long as we’ve been married. For about one and a half years, I said nothing to my wife about my interest in female domination and infantilism. Finally, I decided to take a chance and broach the subject. To my surprise and delight, she seemed receptive to my needs.

Encouraged, I brought out my secret cache of diapers and plastic and rubber panties. Ida was hesitant at first, but gradually she became accustomed to pinning my diapers on me almost nightly. She also got a sewing machine and made some adult diapers for me, using standard baby diapers in the 22x40-inch size. These diapers fit so well, I can wear them under my street clothes with no fear of an embarrassing telltale bulge.

Today my wife is my mistress full time and makes sure I know it. I must wear diapers most of the time and please her whenever she desires. Pleasing my wife usually takes the form of licking her sweet cunt while fucking her with a rubber dildo. I am only allowed to come when she permits it, and that is never more than twice a week.

She often uses me as her “human dildo.” I must lie on my back and let her fuck me while she sits astride my hips. I also have to massage her clitoris until she reaches her climax. She will then slide off my pulsing cock and move up to sit on my face. I know it’s time to clean her dripping cunt of the juices of her passion. This I do, making sure she is completely clean.

When I am not wearing diapers, I must wear panties. Ida always buys two pairs of the same panties, one for her and one for me. At any given time, I am wearing either wet diapers and rubber pants or women’s panties under my street clothes — never male underwear. My wife can be sure I will not change my diapers until she is ready, because they also lock in place. The diapers have belt loops, just like trousers, and a small steel cable goes through these loops and locks in place around my waist.

I began this letter by stating that we have been reading Variations for three years. At first we did not believe the letters were real, but here we are, making a contribution! We do this to let married couples know that their fantasies can come true if they confide in each other.