It took me a long time to own up to my fantasy with my boyfriend. It wasn’t that I was into anything that crazy, but I’d always been afraid of speaking up about anything that wasn’t mainstream. I wanted him to tie me up and use sex toys on me to make me come until I was begging him to stop… and then have him keep going until he actually wanted to stop. I’d been shy about telling him, but once I got it out in the open and realized he was genuinely excited about it, it was game on.

I seemed to be walking around in a constant state of arousal, excited to see how we would explore it. Steve suggested we go buy some sex toys and bondage gear together since we didn’t have much to work with at home.

I thought I would be embarrassed walking into a store that sold sex stuff, but... Read More